JOSHUA TIME 121

I have a problem...

My back still hurts and neck is hurtting again yesterday while driving I noticed my arms and hands started to tingle again.

I don't want no more surgery.

Neck surgery did not make me normal as I hoped, no other surrgery will eitherr.

I GUESS BEING NORMAL IS A DREAM. This is a scary time for me as my mom might be facing surgery aswell. Her knee is messed up. My dad recently had a bad wreck it knocked him up pretty bad. Plus a lot of stress which is included by the following with home health: Home health aides never came today Monday September 05, I'm supposed to be seen 5 days a week. Last year, Martha saw me on the holidays thatI wanted to be seen. This year not good at all.I never know when the aides are coming or not coming.I shaved and cutt myself.However I have piece of good news is, I got to lock my door last night. I felt safe last night which a first time in a long time.The other bits of good news is I JUST FINISHED EATTING MY SATURDAY BREAKFAST THANKS FOR THE GREAT WEEKEND AND BREAKFAST SATURDAYI SHAVED NOT BAD BUT NOT GREAT EITHER NOT MANY CUTS THAT I CAN TELLI SHOWERED I GOT TO WASH MY OWN HAIR AND BODY WHICH IS ALWAYS GOOD ESPECIALLY SINCE WHEN THE AIDE IS HERE SHE HAS TO DO IT AND I HAVE NO PRIVACY I'M GOING TO BRUSH MY OWN TEETH WHEN THE AIDE IS HERE SHE HAS TO DO THAT. I got to dress my self to MONDAY.

IF I CALLED CENTRAL OFFICE AND COMPLAINED ON BERTHA AND OTHERS WOULD I BE DROPPED?

WHEN IS ROXANNA COMING BACK? CAN YOU PLEASE FIND OUT AND LET ME KNOW? MORE THAN ANYTHING SHE WAS AND IS A FRIEND

Nurse DEB I KNOW WHY MY BP HAS BEEN UP ITS STRESS AND THE NEW AIDE AND OTHER STRESSFUL THINGS

SHANNON ASKED ME IF I WANTED HER TO DO HOMEMAKING YESTERDAY AND TODAY BUT I SAID NO SEE NO ONE CAME MONDAY I ASKED TO BE SEEN MONDAY SHE CAN NOT DO 30MINUTES FOR 4DAYS SO WE HAVE WENT BACK TO AN HOUR MONDAY AND AN HOUR FRIDAY I’M NOT GOING TO LET HER GET PAID FOR NOT COMING MONDAY AND DOING MONDAY HOME MAKING ON A DIFFERENT DAY AM I WRONG?
SHE SAID NO ONE WORKED MONDAY SHE SAID BERTHA SAID THAT TO I DON’T BELIEVE OR TRUST BERTHA THE ONLY PEOPLE I BELIEVE AND OR TRUST IS YOU AND ROXANNA

I HAVE TO BE NICE TO THE AIDES AND I’M TRYING TO BE

MY BP YESTERDAY AT DOCTOR’S OFFICE WAS 180 OVER 92 AND I HAD TO ASK FOR A BP PILL I ALSO GOT A NERVE PILL MORE SLEEPING PILLS AND MORE PAIN PILLS

JOSHUA

JOSHUA TIME 120

Thanks to a friend.

I have met a new friend at school, he is going to be my helper this year. His name is Private Sir Gregory Wells. He is kinda like my 2 other best friends Dwight Lewis Jr. and The Enforcer of the Horsemen. Private Wells was in the Marines.

Private Wells, helped me with a test yesterday Tuesday September 06.

He also talked to me about my columns. He said,"He did not understand he sees 2people but they are the same. I am brutally honest." He saw a lot of bad news he looked for a bit of positive news or good news.

Let me explain about the home health gloves issue; gloves bother me personally the smell and all kinds of stuff. See when aides shave me and brush my teeth their hands are practically in my mouth and around my nose. Plus they don't change gloves after drying me off.
For example of my point, Today Wednesday Sep 07, home health aide Shannon came. I got up at 645 to make sure I could still move and I unlocked the door fixed me some cereal. She dried me put lotion on me put it all the way down to my feet she did not change gloves then she brushed my teeth. I can brush my own teeth and wash my own hair but when she is here she has to do it she

I guess the good news if any could be, Voc rehab is going to get me the laptop Friday at 10am. Its some one differant. It does look like they are going to do something since they can not/will not help me with books or tution.

I guess I'm waitting for better news to post like me winning lottery, having a girl any way I can get one stylin and profilin all time long, or kmart fixing the wheelchair problem.

THANKS PRIVATE WELLS

I DON'T PLAY NO GAMES

JOSHUA

JOSHUA TIME 119

Home health aides never came today Monday September 05, because it was a holiday. I'm supposed to be seen 5 days a week. Last year, Martha saw me on the holidays thatI wanted to be seen. This year not good at all.

I never know when the aides are coming or not coming.

I shaved and cutt myself.
However I have piece of good news is, I got to lock my door last night. I felt safe last night which a first time in a long time.


Joshua

JOSHUA TIME 118

IT HAS BEEN FOR A LONG TIME REPORTED ON MAJOE TELEVISION STATIONS AND PREDICTED THAT THE CHIEF JUSTICE OF THE SUPREME COURT WOULD RETIRE. HE HAD BEEN SUFFERING WITH CANCER...

Date: Sat, 3 Sep 2005 23:32:20 -0400

Chief Justice William H. Rehnquist Dead
**Watch FOX News Channel or go to http://foxnews.com/ for more INFORMATION.

PRESIDENT HAS GOT A MAJOR TASK ON HIS HANDS REPLACING CHIEF JUSTICE IS NOT GOING TO BE AN EASY OR GOOD TASK.
BUSH HAS ALSO GOT THE DISASTER IN THE SOUTH TO DEAL WITH. PLUA JOHN ROBERTS CONFIRMATION HEARING IS SET TO BEGIN ON TUESDAY SEPTEMBER 6, THAT COULD BE PUSHED BACK....

MONDAY MORNING AT 8AM PRESIDENT BUSH NOMINATES JOHN ROBERT TO CHIEF JUSTICE SPOT. NOW HE NEEDS TO PICK A REPLACEMENT FOR THE RETIRED O'CONNOR

JOSHUA

JOSHUA TIME 117

JOLINE REED PASSED AWAY SATURDAY NIGHT ABOUT 1015

PLEASE KEEP FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYERS

PASS THIS ON PLEASE