JOSHUA TIME 47 ALSO IN ISSUE 17

It never ceases to amaze me how intrusive the government is in to our lives. Home Health care Professional home health they only help the people that kiss their asses. Tbs aides and clients that do not kiss their ass they give hell.

Angel Marcum was some one that kissed ass and kissed it good she never got fired for breaking my confidentiality and stealing my money and medicine.

Other aides like people I can not and will not name has had hell has had the hardest time just for being workers, doing there job, and being honest with their clients/patients. If you don't kiss ass you have to be forced to take drug tests and if you tell your clients/patients you had to take a drug test you could be fired.

I’m some one who will play any game with you basketball to whatever but when I’m serious I’m some one who don’t play no games. This is the time to when I don’t play no games.

There are a lot of mind games in sports games like basketball, football, and wrestling. Mind games by psyching your opponent out, one form of this is trash talking your opponent another form is preparing your own mind and getting yourself ready and pumped up there is a final form and that is eye contact.
See when you play basketball or any sport or even in school, if you think you will succeed you will proverbs 23:7 as one thinks in there heart so are they. You have to think positive know you can do good.

In wrestling before it got bad and before it became a soap opera, wrestlers would play mind games. “THE LIVING LEGEND” LARRY ZYBYSCO once said “It’s the human game of chess.” He basically said it’s a mind game.

There was a group in the 80’s and 90’s called THE HORSEMEN this group was a group of bad guys that would play mind games psychological warefare with all of the other wrestlers. One Sting and Ric Flair these two have a great feud and great chemistry but most importantly they both played mind games.

In wrestling, one of the famous sayings of the group called the IV HORSEMEN mainly Ric Flair and Arn Anderson is “And that is the bottom line.”
As one great man said, “This is not bought and paid for this is a real life situation.” This same great man said, “This might be my only shot so I am going to make it my best.”

Home Health Professional home health plays mind games with every one. MARY READ THAT I TRIED TO DELETE I WAS WORKING ON IT GETTING MORE THOUGHTS OUT BUT MARY HAD CAME OVER AND WOULD NOT LET ME DELETE IT OR ANYTHING SHE WAS ALREADY UPSET AND READY TO LEAVE MARY WAS UPSET AND READY TO LEAVE BEFORE SHE GOT HERE
SHE ASKED ME BEFORE SHE TOOK MY VITALS IF SHE WANTED ROXANNA TO COME FROM NOW ON I SAID NO BECAUSE I LIKED MARY I HAD GOT USSED TO HER. LAST WEEK LASTT WEDNESDAY MARCH 23, 2005/

MARY HAD READ THE LETTER II WROTE AFTER SHE GOT MY VITALS AND SHE LEFT
NO SHOWER NO SHAVE NOTHING

I SENT TO MOM AND DAD THE LETTER TUESDAY MARCH 22 THAT I WASS GOING TO LET MARY READ THEY NEVER SAID ANYTHING SO I THOUGHT IT WAS GOOD AND FAIR

SHE CALLED THE BOSS AND THE BOSS KINDA THREATEND ME
SAYING IF I HAVE TO LEAVE A KEY FOR MY AIDES OR LEAVE THE DOOR UNLOCKED THEN I’M NOT SAFE LIVING BY MYSELF AND NOT FOR HOME HEALTH BASICALLY THREATENING TO DROP ME

I leave my door unlocked for my aides to come in which is not safe any where especially where I live.

I live in a drug infested drug trafficked nosy neighborhood area of London, Kentucky and I have had things stolen from me before over $400.00 of things from a boy who lived here and over $680.00 plus some medicine stolen by Angel Marcum in April of 2004.

While I’m talking about Angel Marcum who broke my confidentiality and stole my money while I was in the shower. The boss Bertha came over to see me she saw and heard every one talking outside she even got a statement from me. However, she never fired Angel Marcum for stealing. Nevertheless, she did get fired for missing to much work this confirmed by reliable sources. I begged Bertha to talk to my neighbors to show her Angel Marcum broke my confidentiality however Bertha never did talk to any one she just got my statement and left.

Ever since this has happened with Angel Marcum I have had problems trusting my new home health aides because I do not want the system to end up biting me again.
I had one aide who I gave a really hard time and now after getting used to her and getting to know her she has proven herself trustworthy.

Thanks Mary!!!

I am learning to trust people again who to trust and how much to trust them.
See each time you leave my house or any house, you take a piece of confidentiality with you when you leave you take a piece of our lives with you when you leave and that is something we can not take or get back.

Once lies rumors confidentiality is broken you can not get it back.

Mary Schell, has came in several times to wake me up.

One reason I leave the door unlocked is for my aides to come in and wake me up, I recently had very serious and scary neck surgery on March 14, 2005, I have been falling one time every week, and not been sleeping good its hard to sleep good when your door is unlocked and you can easily be broke in to. So to give my self-some peace of mind I talked to several people and made [02] two keys for my two [02] aides. One of my aides never got the key and I was giving it to them personally and giving instructions how to do come in. Mary Schell had missed two days of work before my surgery and got the key at the office where she worked and made a big deal about it She got me in trouble for making the key and giving it to her, she got my nurse the nurse that Mary Schell has bragged on Debra in trouble.

Mary had told me before that she would bang on the door or come around to my window and bang on my window until I got up. However, when I’m asleep I’m asleep at times my alarm clock can not even get me up.

So, I leave my door unlocked and she came in several times to wake me up. She could be doing a number of things before getting me up. One thing, I know people do is take a piece of my confidentiality each time they visit.

I trusted Mary Schell with the key she betrays my trust, confidence, and confidentiality by making a big deal about having a key to my house. I found out what Mary did on Friday, March 18, 2005 right after my surgery, which makes it even worse on me.

MARY WHY DID NOT YOU TALK TO DEBRA OR ME ABOUT THE KEY INSTEAD OF TALKING TO THE WHOLE OFFICE???
WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR SOME GIRLS/WOMEN TO KEEP THEIR MOUTHS SHUT AND KEEP THINGS CONFIDENTIAL?
WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE IN HAVING A KEY AND COMING IN TO MY HOUSE LIKE YOU HAVE BEFORE?

I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU WITH A KEY I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO TRUST YOU BUT I GUESS NOT I GUESS I CAN NOT TRUST ANY ONE

MY SOCIAL WORKER THE ONE FOR PROFESSIONAL HOME HEALTH TOLD ME THAT IN ORDER FOR HOME HEALTH TO HELP ME I HAVE TO BE IN NURSING HOME SHAPE. SINCE I HAD BEEN FALLING A LOT I FIGURED THAT WOULD QUALIFY ME AND IT DID BUT MY AIDES ARE NOT "ALLOWED" 'TO HAVE A KEY'

NOW I HAVE TO LEAVE MY DOOR UNLOCKED AGAIN
YOU DON’T KNOW HOW SCARY THAT IS

BUT BECAUSE OF THE THREAT FROM BOSS BERTHA I HAVE LOCKED MY DOOR BUT NOT ABLE TO SLEEP GOOD. BUT I KNOW THE AIDE I HAVE WILL NOT LEAVE LIKE OTHER AIDES HAVE.
HERE IS WHAT THE BOSS SAID, "I THREATEN YOU BECAUSE IF I HAVE TO LEAVE A KEY FOR MY AIDES OR LEAVE THE DOOR UNLOCKED THEN I’M NOT SAFE LIVING BY MYSELF AND NOT FOR HOME HEALTH" BASICALLY THREATENING TO DROP ME

HOME HEALTH IS OR SHOULD BE IN EVERY STATE IN AMERICA AND I'M IN KENTUCKY.

JUST LIKE THE ENFORCER ARN ANDERSON OF THE FOUR HORSEMEN SAID, “WE ARE NOT NICE GUYS AND WE DO NOT WEAR WHITE HATS.” THE SAME GOES FOR ME I’M NOT A NICE GUY AND I DO NOT WEAR A WHITE HAT
MARY TOLD ME WHEN SHE GOT HERE THIS MORNING TO TELL MY FRIEND ROXANNA THAT SHE MARY WASHES THE DISHES SHE SAID SHE GOT IN TROUBLE THIS MORNING

JOSHUA ROBINSON

I DON'T PLAY NO GAMES