JOSHUA TIME 176

SINCE THE DOCTORS AND NO ONE WILL TELL ME ANYTHING
THE NURSE CALLED ME BACK THIS MORNING TOLD ME THE ONLY THING THE XRAY SHOWED WAS SCOLIOSIS AND AS PEOPLE GETS OLDER THE SCOLIOSIS GETS WORSE AND IF I KEEP HURTTING SURGERY MIGHT BE NEEDED TO PUT A ROD IN THE BACK UP

SO IT LOOKS LIKE I'M GOING TO HAVE TO LIE AND BE A FAKE AND SAY NO MORE HURTTING I HAVE TO TOUGH IT OUT NOW I CAN NOT AFFORD TO HAVE SURGERY MOM AND DAD ARE BEING SPIRITUAL I NEED YOU TO BE A SUPER SPIRITUAL NOW

sorry for the caps again...
I'm frusterated see mom and dad say every year around this same time i hurt i'm tired of hurtting.

JOSHUA