JOSHUA TIME 19

I HAVE BEEN HURT AND BIT AGAIN BY THE SYSTEM OF PROFESSIONAL HOME HEALTH.

MARY READ THAT LETTER I TRIED TO DELETE I WAS WORKING ON IT GETTING MORE THOUGHTS OUT BUT MARY HAD CAME OVER AND WOULD NOT LET ME DELETE IT OR ANYTHING SHE WAS ALREADY UPSET AND READY TO LEAVE MARY WAS UPSET AND READY TO LEAVE BEFORE SHE GOT HERE

SHE ASKED ME BEFORE SHE TOOK MY VITALS IF SHE WANTED ROXANNA TO COME FROM NOW ON I SAID NO BECAUSE I LIKED MARY I HAD GOT USSED TO HER
DEBRA CAN YOU CALL BERTHA AND ASK HER IF ROXANNA CAN BE MY AIDE OR IF I’M BEING DROPPED?? I NEED YOUR ALLS HELP RIGHT NOW

MARY GOT HERE AT 845 AND LEFT AT 925

MARY HAD READ THE LETTER I WROTE AFTER SHE GOT MY VITALS AND SHE LEFT NO SHOWER NO SHAVE NOTHING

I SENT TO MOM AND DAD THE LETTER TUESDAY MARCH 22 THAT I WASS GOING TO LET MARY READ THEY NEVER SAID ANYTHING SO I THOUGHT IT WAS GOOD AND FAIR

SHE CALLED THE BOSS AND THE BOSS KINDA THREATEND ME SAYING IF I HAVE TO LEAVE A KEY FOR MY AIDES OR LEAVE THE DOOR UNLOCKED THEN I’M NOT SAFE LIVING BY MYSELF AND NOT FOR HOME HEALTH BASICALLY THREATENING TO DROP ME

I leave my door unlocked for my aides to come in which is not safe any where especially where I live.

I live in a drug infested drug trafficked nosy neighborhood area of London, Kentucky and I have had things stolen from me before over $400.00 of things from a boy who lived here and over $680.00 plus some medicine stolen by Angel Marcum in April of 2004.

While I’m talking about Angel Marcum who broke my confidentiality and stole my money while I was in the shower. The boss Bertha came over to see me she saw and heard every one talking outside she even got a statement from me. However, she never fired Angel Marcum for stealing. Nevertheless, she did get fired for missing to much work this confirmed by reliable sources. I begged Bertha to talk to my neighbors to show her Angel Marcum broke my confidentiality however Bertha never did talk to any one she just got my statement and left.

Ever since this has happened with Angel Marcum I have had problems trusting my new home health aides because I do not want the system to end up biting me again.
I had one aide who I gave a really hard time and now after getting used to her and getting to know her she has proven herself trustworthy.

Thanks Mary!!!

I am learning to trust people again who to trust and how much to trust them.
See each time you leave my house or any house, you take a piece of confidentiality with you when you leave you take a piece of our lives with you when you leave and that is something we can not take or get back.

Once lies rumors confidentiality is broken you can not get it back.

Mary Schell, has came in several times to wake me up.

One reason I leave the door unlocked is for my aides to come in and wake me up, I recently had very serious and scary neck surgery on March 14, 2005, I have been falling one time every week, and not been sleeping good its hard to sleep good when your door is unlocked and you can easily be broke in to. So to give my self-some peace of mind I talked to several people and made [02] two keys for my two [02] aides. One of my aides never got the key and I was giving it to them personally and giving instructions how to do come in. Mary Schell had missed two days of work before my surgery and got the key at the office where she worked and made a big deal about it She got me in trouble for making the key and giving it to her, she got my nurse the nurse that Mary Schell has bragged on Debra in trouble.

Mary had told me before that she would bang on the door or come around to my window and bang on my window until I got up. However, when I’m asleep I’m asleep at times my alarm clock can not even get me up.

So, I leave my door unlocked and she came in several times to wake me up. She could be doing a number of things before getting me up. One thing, I know people do is take a piece of my confidentiality each time they visit.

I trusted Mary Schell with the key she betrays my trust, confidence, and confidentiality by making a big deal about having a key to my house. I found out what Mary did on Friday, March 18, 2005 right after my surgery, which makes it even worse on me.

MARY WHY DID NOT YOU TALK TO DEBRA OR ME ABOUT THE KEY INSTEAD OF TALKING TO THE WHOLE OFFICE???

WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR SOME GIRLS/WOMEN TO KEEP THEIR MOUTHS SHUT AND KEEP THINGS CONFIDENTIAL?

WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE IN HAVING A KEY AND COMING IN TO MY HOUSE LIKE YOU HAVE BEFORE?

I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU WITH A KEY I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO TRUST YOU BUT I GUESS NOT I GUESS I CAN NOT TRUST ANY ONE

NOW I HAVE TO LEAVE MY DOOR UNLOCKED AGAIN
YOU DON’T KNOW HOW SCARY THAT IS

JUST LIKE THE ENFORCER ARN ANDERSON OF THE FOUR HORSEMEN SAID, “WE ARE NOT NICE GUYS AND WE DO NOT WEAR WHITE HATS.” THE SAME GOES FOR ME I’M NOT A NICE GUY AND I DO NOT WEAR A WHITE HAT

THE BOSS BERTHA TOLD ME THEY INVESTIGATED ANGEL MARCUM. I'D LIKE TO KNOW HOW IN KANE THEY INVESTIGATED HER. THEY PROBABLY ASKED HER. AND OF COURSE SHE WOULD SAY I DID NOT TAKE HIS MONEY OR TALK TO ANY ONE. NO ONE TOOK TIME TO TALK TO MY NEIGHBORS OR ANY ONE.

MARY TOLD ME WHEN SHE GOT HERE THIS MORNING TO TELL MY FRIEND ROXANNA THAT SHE MARY WASHES THE DISHES SHE SAID SHE GOT IN TROUBLE THIS MORNING.

I GUESS I'LL NEVER LEARN HOW TO HANDLE SOME THINGS.

LET THE BLAME GAME CONTINUE. MARY SAYS SHE DID NOT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT HAVING A KEY, SHE SAID CONNIE THE SOCIAL WORKER WAS BEING NOSY AND FOUND OUT. HOWEVER, ACCORDING TO RELIABLE SOURCES MARY MADE A BIG DEAL ABOUT HAVING A KEY TO MY HOUSE SHE EVEN