JOSHUA TIME 222

My stupid plan

My plan as you know was for me to be scheduled for surgery then God heal me.
I'm scheduled for it and scared to death because it was a stupid plan I thoughr I had everything planned out.

I have not been sleeping good or anything...

I'm so scared I mean what if something goes wrong in the surgery.

I'm just glad I can talk to you about everything. I might have to spend christmas in the hospital and ruin it for every one.

Joshua